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Hopefully Broken
Recently, I sat with someone in the midst of a difficult trial. She was overwhelmed by sorrow, feeling desolate, keenly aware of the brokenness of life, every sorrow a scar running through the length of it. Tears were her daily bread, every morning a struggle as to how to go on. I could sense her despair as she considered the state of her circumstances. My friend’s struggle was familiar to me. I had often sat in a puddle of weariness, pouring out my suffering through unabated

Mary Nolte
May 8, 20255 min read


Go to the Well
I had never really thought of myself as a cowgirl until I stood beside a pen with more than a dozen cows and calves being instructed to...

Mary Nolte
Jul 17, 20246 min read


The Missing Years
We were preparing for our daughter’s wedding when she called me one day in a slight panic, “Mom, I have no pictures of myself from 2009-2011! What happened?” “What happened” was, I was in the “desert years”- both literally and spiritually. We had moved away from everyone we knew to live in the desert of West Texas. Honestly, I tried not to think of those years as they were the years my dad was dying, the years I started having unexplained abdominal pain, the years our family

Mary Nolte
May 22, 20245 min read


Deep Waters
It was not by choice that my husband and I first turned down an unknown path into the creek on our ranch, exploring the swelling caused...

Mary Nolte
Mar 9, 20246 min read


"A Christmas of Charlie Brown Trees"
Romans 3 seems a strange place to be meditating during the Christmas season, I know, but it is where I found myself the other morning, as...

Mary Nolte
Dec 25, 20234 min read


In the Middle of the Greatest Story
Someone once said that we are all in the middle of a story. Sometimes it’s hard to imagine you’re actually in the right story, like maybe...

Mary Nolte
Nov 10, 20235 min read


The Silence of the Lamb
What do you do when God feels absent? When the silence is so loud it drowns out the voice in your head that is telling you to hold on to...

Mary Nolte
Sep 30, 20235 min read
Where Would I Be?
“For great is your steadfast love toward me; you have delivered my soul from the depths of Sheol” (Ps.86:13). Sometimes we forget who we...

Mary Nolte
Jul 22, 20235 min read


Brackish Water
I struggle every day. Just the other morning, I found myself in a state of disenchantment, struggling to see the path before me, a path I...

Mary Nolte
Jun 29, 20236 min read
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